I'm just a simple normal human being. I have my flaws here and there....will never be perfect. I have my temperament now and then. I envy some people I knows...those people are my family, closest friend, just a friend...many of them actually. I envy their beauty...I envy their intelligence...I envy their honesty.....I envy their charismatic charms.....and I envy that I'm not them!!! how absurd huh? There are times when I envy that no matter how I tried I will never be 'them'..... I will always be JUST ME....heheheh

One of my biggest flaw is that I always carry my past with me. I found myself not somebody who can easily forgive and forget. For quite sometime I myself realized there are so many scars which I carried in me and on me all the time. It hurts but I guess me myself who chose to be hurt. A family or I think I treat her more like my own best friend in her blog written something on 'Don't hold to your pass". I can never argue but totally 100% agree with her. Somehow her writing make me think more of myself. To this dear friend....thanks ha! :)

I have few very bitter 'past'. I don't know if this is the right time to 'let go'. I mean totally letting go. No pain No gain huh....not sure myself. I think I myself should first forgive 'me' first and later to forgive others. One step at a time.

Well, this is me learning to be myself.