Kenangan Lebaran 2010

Kisah raya pertama di Kuala Kangsar. Biasanya lepas solat Aidilfitri, kami sekeluarga akan berkumpul kat hall untuk sesi minta maaf sesama family. Tapi kali ni sebab nain dah set nak ambik gambar kat masjid, lepas semua dah bersiap .... makan....etc, terus bertolak ke Masjid Ubudiah. Sementara nak set-up camera segala, time tu la baru nak bersalam-salaman. Mood pun takde. ehehehe..... kalo tak memang asyik rasa sebak jer tiap kali nak minta maaf. maklum la mana ada manusia yang tak pernah buat silap apatah lagi dengan mak abah dan adik beradik. Tak sah la dalam kehidupan ni kalo takde bergaduh adik beradik. Dan macam tak normal lar pulak kalo sepanjang hidup ni sentiasa setuju aje dengan mak dan abah. Ha! kalo ada benda yang tak sependapat tu dengan mak abah, jadik memang patut sangat la minta maaf. Walau tiap kali jumpa pun ada minta maaf dan bersalam tapi tak sama 'moment' semasa hari raya ...apatah lagi first day raya. :) Selagi hayat di kandung badan............

Me and my Mom

I thank my parents especially my mom for shaping me as an independent person. Maybe being the eldest of five siblings is one of the force factor...lol. Mak....selamat menyambut hari ibu!!!! Love you so much everyday....daily....till my last breath.
Last two weeks my mom came all the way from penang to kuching just to 'help' her daughter...thats me! for those who wonder. hehehehe
My hubby was not around for almost a week at that time and that left me alone to handle my ever-active two kids! AND....what make me almost lost my mind dan berasap satu kepala suma sebb my FINAL exam juz around the corner with all those assignmentssss dateline....endless presentation just one day after another. I want to take a breath-in breath-out....hahahaha.....tp cannot meh....what else to do so RING! RING! RING! I called my mom and she instantly say 'yes'.....well, not that instant but no mother can say 'no' to their kids right.......come on...ur flesh n blood..... :) ..... sin on me.....
Nobody can really sacrifice JUST FOR ME like my parents always did. I remember when I'm in pain to deliver my first daughter, my hubby called my parents and guess what, my mom 'instantly' took the bus from .....(saja nak kepoh!)....the royal town of Kuala Kangsar straight to K.Lumpur just to be my side. My parents are like that since I'm small till this moment of time pun. YES...dulu memang me tak pernah appreciate but being a wife and then a mother myself toughts me a lot....let me emphasis again.....A LOT ...... :)
Certain people whom I regarded very close to me (and vice versa) but when I need them, I literally need to 'beg' for their assistance...help...whatsoever....and still they will be hesitating. Can't blame them with all their so-called big commitments ....again....whatsoever....but I do feel frustrated then by them. Entahla......or should i pick a flower and start counting....is it me...or ...is it them......... hmm........(sigh again.........masyaallah....astagfirullahhal'azim.....)