KepadaMu KEKASIH (M.Nasir)

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GoodLuckToME

Sedikit Info: Maulidur Rasul yang jatuh pada pada hari Khamis 12 Rabiul Awal Tahun Gajah bersamaan dengan 23 April 571 merupakan hari keputeraan Nabi Muhammad S.A.W (Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam).
My neighbour sini semuanya pasang lampu lip lap lip lap tu sempena sambutan Maulidur Rasul hari ni. Happening nyer cam nak raya pun ada.

Salam Maulidur Rasul buat semua.

Weekend ni i have my econ paper. Mid-term tp parahnya Allah taala je la yg tahu. Especially when you spent straight 3-4 hours in class but don't have a clue what the lecturer is saying......abis la kalo Dr. Shaz tu baca my blog nie. Tapi betul, me blur abis ni! Okla...gotta go.....study! study! study!

That Special Someone

A very close friend of mine came to Kuching few days ago. Her name is Rasidah and she's one of my very best friend and a friend who knows me very well inside and out. I met her when I was doing my pre-science course way back in ITM Manjung. After that it happened that both of us were taking the same course in ITM Shah Alam- Diploma in Statistics. Gradually we grew closer especially during our degree course when we have to stay outside ITM. We then shared a rented room.

Sidah is very simple person and somehow she knows when to be quiet or when best to 'talk'...hmmm.......Usually I'm the one who talk more than her, but she always be my shoulder to cry on when need be.....hahahaha....

In our relationship, I talk more.....cried more than her, I'm sensitive than her, I'm in pessimist side and she's an optimist and very objective...etc....etc...I think thats why both of us suit each other very well. We're sooo opposite but we complement each other in many ways. There were so many shared moment that will be treasured forever. One of that moment, yang paling me ingat adalah setiap kali nak balik cuti semester mesti me yang nangis beria. bukannya tak jumpa langsung...cuti kejap aje! Both of us....actually we seldom agree with each other...we always have different thoughts and we look at 'things' from quite a different perspective. But it never stop us to care for each other no matter what. Sidah....I love U.....!!!!!!!!!! :)

Though she, her husband Zam and her cute son Mu'az been here for almost 5 full days but still I can't get enough of her. Greedy of me!!!!! For God sake...we haven't met for 6+ years!....there are lots of things I want to tell her, confide with her......just like old times but the moment just pass us by.....(macam citer Julia Robert tu la plak ye!). When I saw her went through the imigresen, I felt a pang of sadness which I can't describe.......... sedeynyaaaa..........huwawawawaaaaaaa

In our life, we meet lots of people from all walk of life. As for me I always treasured several people whom I call best friend...good friend....close friend....... . They are the best thing happened in my life....throughout my life....so far. Hopefully I can meet more special friend like this till my last breath. These friends of mine are everywhere now....north south east west....no matter where they are, they will always hold that special place in my heart. We might only keep in touch once a year or maybe less but my thought of them will remain strong.

That special someone hold that special place in my heart...in me....till end of time.....

Kenangan Terindah (Samson)

Aku yang lemah tanpamu

Aku yang rentan karena

Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka

Sampai jantung tak berdetak

Selama itupun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku

Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati..

( Begitu engkaulah; cinta sejati )
Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan kujadikan kau kenangan

Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku

Meninggalkan jejak hidupmu

Yang tlah terukir abadi

Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan kujadikan kau kenangan

Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku

Meninggalkan jejak hidupmu

Yang tlah terukir abadi

Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Words with great message

Courtesy from http://www.creativewomensnetwork.co.uk/wordsofinspiration_text.htm

A wonderful Message by George Carlin

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more,but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbour. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air ... but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

My Bundle of Joy

My precious two kids will always be my most treasured 'happening' in my life. Though I scream more than i've ever screamed 5-10 years ago, they always put me in perspective on other matters as well. It is like a roller-coaster, one second you are at the ground and another second you will be high-up on the sky. That is how my life now. One second I will be like the worse mother ever....screaming...yelling...'lecturing'.....hahahah....cannot tahan lar! People with 7 or 8 sense can see all those fire and smoke clouding my head. One second like these and other next second full of laughter and joy. If I'm able to count all of this 'precious moment in time' (suddenly remember Whitney Houston song 'One Moment in Time'...........)...most of it actually are full of happiness.

This quote are taken from book Chicken Soup of the Soul - Life Lessons for Busy Moms:

Too Busy

The dishes are still in the sink.

Dirty laundry is piled high.

Somehow the entire day.

Seemed to just fly by.

I made a "to-do" list.

I meant to follow through.

But there were other tasks.

That needed attention too.

Like cheering on my daughter,

As she took first steps into my arms,

Making sure she stayed safe.

From all potential harms.

Cuddling on the couch.

And reading a favorite story.

Helping her explore the world,

And marvel at all its glory.

So the chores will have to wait.

They aren't that important anyway.

Because I was simply too busy,

Loving my child today.

written by - Sabrina A. Taylor

I like this poem alot! I even forward it to few of my very closest friends. Somehow when I'm too exhausted of my daily routine, by reading and comprehending these beautiful words can enlighten my mood.

It is not an easy task to be grateful (dan bersyukur pada apa yang ada)...not as easy as saying the words. Being grateful takes lots of courage, lots of perseverance, appreciation, learn to accept mistakes and being acceptance of your life. As for me, it is quite hard but nevertheless I need to remind my ownself to be grateful ......grateful....grateful......no excuses!!!! heheheh :)

I'm just a simple normal human being. I have my flaws here and there....will never be perfect. I have my temperament now and then. I envy some people I knows...those people are my family, closest friend, just a friend...many of them actually. I envy their beauty...I envy their intelligence...I envy their honesty.....I envy their charismatic charms.....and I envy that I'm not them!!! how absurd huh? There are times when I envy that no matter how I tried I will never be 'them'..... I will always be JUST ME....heheheh

One of my biggest flaw is that I always carry my past with me. I found myself not somebody who can easily forgive and forget. For quite sometime I myself realized there are so many scars which I carried in me and on me all the time. It hurts but I guess me myself who chose to be hurt. A family or I think I treat her more like my own best friend in her blog written something on 'Don't hold to your pass". I can never argue but totally 100% agree with her. Somehow her writing make me think more of myself. To this dear friend....thanks ha! :)

I have few very bitter 'past'. I don't know if this is the right time to 'let go'. I mean totally letting go. No pain No gain huh....not sure myself. I think I myself should first forgive 'me' first and later to forgive others. One step at a time.

Well, this is me learning to be myself.